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Saturday Silliness 11.30.13

Posted in Uncategorized by activecitizen54 on November 30, 2013

Saturday Silliness 11.30.13

The Coyote wins.

And life goes on.

As experienced. 

The Good Guy wins.  .

The Pandora’s Box Is Opened

Posted in Uncategorized by activecitizen54 on November 29, 2013

The Pandora’s Box Is Opened

Corey & Allie are actively involved in domestic dispute and I am perched in the sublime beauty of the lavender guest-room in the Mobile Mansion here in White Trailer Trash Transitory Trailer & RV Park light-years from Tori Beach though less than a 10 minute car trip. 

The 1960s Trailer rocks and sways from the force of bodies bouncing off the walls of the master-bedroom’s howl of: “STOP BRINGING HER UP! I HATE HER! As Allie baits Corey on with references to Cami (The first Ex.) Objects fly, the smash of glass, at 59 I am once again plunged into the nightmares of domestic abuse and how to respond to it.

“Time-OUT” I growl at Allie as she storms through the house to plunge into the fray once again.  Allie is tough; a Seffner-girl with guts who is determined to make him or break him and the valley girl game exposed.  “I know how you feel.” Allie attempts to placate and backtrack.

Corey is frightened and it shows.  The Grasshopper has reverted to Primate status without a shred of humanity and Hell-bent on becoming more his mother, the bitter and razor tongued addict who, unashamedly, admits to creating the handicapped sister Katelyn with her drug abuse than the image of his mean-drunk alcoholic and druggie father.

Anger management 101 is not a classroom topic here.  Just let it rage.  I can’t help but wonder if the foundation for the rage is chemically induced.

In an interesting (to me) footnote here: the website: BareBack Real Time has profiles posted by Jim and Lee (freely148) with Lee’s being posted in April.  I sent them both love notes and blocked the nasty mean-drunk.  Having the last word is wonderful.  At least I get it out of my system and poison returned to where it came with the vile Jew and lost Lee within two miles. 

Fair weather friends?  Not friends at all; apparently.

Sunday Salutations 11.03.13

Posted in Uncategorized by activecitizen54 on November 3, 2013

Sunday Salutations.11.03.13

OK, so everyone knows now that I wounded myself by exposure to Lee a week from last Friday for the trip to the psychiatrist’s office and the results of the assessment. I have my meds proscribed without any major change.  Thankfully I am now becoming adjusted to the higher doses of Gabapentin (mood evening out) and Cetalopram (anti-depressant) but they still can kick my happy ass and knock me out cold in the middle of the day depending on the time I’ve consumed them in the morning.

Seeing my friend Lee, whom I love, and I do pray that he (and the others) receive what they desire in this life now.  Having the great glee and joy of torturing me to dimensions that even Freddie Mercury would be hard pressed to withstand these primates have no other possible existence other than checking out into their chemistry and paranoia. The Marquees De Sade would be proud of Lee’s emaciated body, his sunken eyes, his defensive and paranoid comportment founded completely within the mythology of the “grumpy old man” constructed by the JAP mean-drunk and inflamed by Lee’s addiction that causes them to flee at the sight of me. For every one of those fingers pointing at me from this pair of meth-head Marionettes to their addiction there are 3 pointing back and the Karmic Rewards will not be denied. 

I am detached and unafraid for self on this path because I know I made the right decisions for me, for the Tori Beach population and for the future of Montgomery Lee Freeman. There is nothing amazing about “Lee” now becoming “Monte” again just as is the pattern after each of these vile attacks on men baited in. I understood more history than his current target and I do understand the foundation of keeping “no contact” as the rule because at any time I could expose what is to come in Lee’s grand plan that is always the narcissistic-ally same old shit different day because of his absolute lack of creativity or imagination. .

Weekend Warrior 11.02.13

Posted in Uncategorized by activecitizen54 on November 2, 2013

Weekend Warrior 11.02.13

The illness runs deep in the Gay Community of St Pete.

From Frankie on 4th Ave N to the Dave Dube and all the runners in between this disease, this addiction to crystal meth is a disgusting and pitiful statement of just how shallow and ill the lives are behind the addictions.  I have little hope of ever seeing my friend Lee again because of the addiction and the illness that overcame him in just a matter of a few brief weeks.  That he created the issues of “The Other” and used the nasty dickless mean-drunk Jewish American Princess as his tool speaks volumes to the depravity of this bad seed.  If I live to be 100 I will not ever fathom the twisted mental processes that created the paranoia, use other humans (and primates) to fulfill their depraved needs and believe that anything is OK as long as it gains for them what they desire.

The chapter and the door is closed and when (not if but when) Lee comes back looking for a friend he will find that his friend is fully prepared to deal with him on equal footing.  Time cures all and Karmic Law will not be ignored…