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Primates, Playmates & Poisonous Persons

Posted in Uncategorized by activecitizen54 on December 6, 2013

Primates, Playmates & Poisonous Persons

Excerpted from Tori Beach Chronicles, all rights reserved.

The email from Lee arrived surprising Kevin as he chatted with friends in Spring Hill and South Carolina.  The on-line ID was “nobullkind” and is now deleted.  Typical behavior for cowards and drug addicts fleeing responsibility for their actions.  The email read: 

“Comments about others..swinging low blows, demonstrate one of the MANY reasons why I’m much happier without you. Keep such on your profile or involve my family and there will be even more despise for you.
No matter what you claim or actions to threaten me or others, doing such is why… I DO NOT WANT TO BE AROUND YOU.”

“Of course it is unsigned and yet one more example of the co-dependency of the addicts.”  Kevin thought as he opened a reply window and began responding to Lee’s obvious duress and ill informed opinion that he could “control” another human on any level.  “Narcissistic and arrogant as ever.  Totally predictable and too drugged-out; lost in Meth Paranoia since June and still howling two months after his and the unwanted, uncomfortable guest’s departure.” Kevin thought.

The scream from Lee was in response to Kevin’s on-line profile containing:

“It’s not a “bald spot.” It is a solar panel for sexual prowess.

I’m not looking for Mr Right or Mr Right now but rather an honest human.

I am single by choice.
Living life large now that Lurch is gone.
Lee didn’t like to suck uncut dick.
How long has Frankie on 4th been spelled with a “T?”
Cowards are quick to block and idiots to boot.
Wrecked any happy homes lately Jim?
Whose money are you living off this week?
Don’t feed the primates they do the Dance of the Feces too well.
Watch for Tori Beach Chronicles coming soon to BBC America.

Semi Retired. 3-Eyed Troll, so old he farts dust.”

A couple of months of therapy and the response flowed like it was intended from some divine source.  It is important to remember here that Lee and Kevin were not and are not ever “partnered” but that “assumption” from “Others” was part of the set-up howl from Lee and destroyed on numerous occasions.  Friends and this “friend” was there for Lee when he called and asked to come live with Kevin.  Kevin helped him get a job and provided support and assistance throughout the relationship and creation of Tori Beach.  Lee quit working in February of 2013. In June his meth-induced paranoia had him accusing Kevin of “checking-up” on him and by October he convinced himself that Kevin was climbing up ladders to peek in his window.  Paranoid and delusional; working the steps familiar to Lee from habit.

The words poured out:

“You are still irresponsible for your creation Monte/Lee.

Do you ever take responsibility for your lies, your manipulation, your foundational dishonesty and absolutely contemptible behavior in your and “The Beautiful Creature sleeping next to you” acts as seen, recorded and understood by all?

You demonstrate you are a liar and thief and think you take the high road.

Go check your messages.

I am sure “you don’t want to be around me” because to do that you have to face the truth in your actions.  The responsibility for the destruction lays in your and that gutter slime’s acts of premeditated, childish and absolutely contemptible ignorant torture of an honest human who opened his home, life and dreams to you.   

I wish all of you the very best of the season and know you will grasp the appreciation I express for the demonstrations of respect, gratitude and love you’ve returned in recognition of my contributions to your lives.

Like always in Lee’s history you SHIT on life.  Demonstrating your Primate behaviors is your long suit.  Odd you phrase your perception of the relationship as “being with me.”

Enjoy the fruits of your labors and especially the publication of Tori Beach Chronicles.

BTW, you may do your happy-dance of the feces now.

I received my first check from Tori Beach chronicles from BBC America on Monday.

You and your family, the creatures you call friends now and your acts are soon to be “entertainment.”

I do hope you enjoy your fame for the acts you and the “The beautiful creature sleeping next to you” made.

You created this with your game, your “Buckets Of Bullshit,” your “living off other people’s money” and I’m sure you and the “Beautiful Creature” are very happy together, you deserve each other and the creature’s landlord is unconscious of what exists within his walls; for now.

Figures don’t lie Lee but liars figure; how much do you claim I owe you?

That foundational lie is exposed.

What was the game on 10/04/13?

Why don’t you just grow up and get honest little boy?

I miss my friend Lee but he hasn’t been here since Frankie on 4th Ave North.

The ball is now and has been in your court.

You built the fraud; you built the current conditions of exposure of you and your “beautiful creature’s” games with the history of Lee from Anderson to Columbia to Asheville and beyond.  You, kind sirs, provided all the demonstrations of the truth of that history within 60 days and I survived (unlike some others) and am absolutely obligated to share the experience as an ethical journalist of 50 years.

Don’t you remember little boy that your “Beautiful Creature” and “Napoleonic” monkeys on chains have ground your organs across two counties rapidly and the tale is one that screams telling inclusive of Dubies and intentional destruction.

You can’t bring yourself to be honest in ending a relationship that extends well beyond your current delusional state.  You take sadistic satisfaction in your “don’t tell Kevin where I am or what I am doing;” absolutely childish and intentionally sadistic actions.

You are exposed and soon to be the next Queer As Folk with your pet Vienna Sausage exposed as well.

You are going to be famous Montgomery Lee Freeman and the disclaimer is: “Any resemblance of characters portrayed here is purely coincidental.”

What really burns your ass and that of the “Beautiful Creature” is the absolute accuracy of the record and my ability to take the shit thrown by you both and turn it into cash. 

Hard cold cash to lubricate life for me alone is what your actions created.

Thank you for your gifts of contempt, the unadulterated hate and intentional destruction that always follows Lee and his used humans.  Isn’t that right?  Lee, I made no consent to be “used” by you at any time in our 16 years (documentation of that exists) of friendship.  You “assumed” too much with the wrong person.

Enjoy the rewards you fruits labored so hard to attain.

I have a new laptop, a vehicle ordered and no fear of any of your associates or primate peers.

Who was working a “con” Lee?   Your accusations defined you much more than vile acts and excuses hung on fabricated insults and your underhanded agenda.  That’s your mode of operation documented and soon displayed.

Disappointed that I didn’t have any assets for you to gain from?

Who coined the “living off other people’s money?”

Take a long hard look at the bed you and your violations of my privacy on real financial levels created.  You and the “Beautiful Creature” loose. 

The invitation to share and participate in the production of this intellectual asset of mine was extended to you but that 8th Wonder of The World mythology kicked in and you couldn’t rise above it to obtain a way to support yourself then or now.

I am living well and have no desire for revenge but do desire closure and you deny that to keep your sadistic sidekick’s and your willies hard.

How petty and shallow the existence that hides out of fear from their own real acts in life.

You and that creature that crawled up from Alibi in the gutter and deserved to stay there; are nothing to me now, then or ever. Would you like to see the spreadsheet with the documented expenses out of my pocket?

You are the trained chimps who will jump through my hoops because those hoops are based in accurate documentation and records of the betrayal of trust, the supply of intellectual privacy broken and documented with a friendship destroyed with your first lie.  You violated my privacy and it destroyed a happy home with you cheering “Beautiful Creature” on as your meat-puppet of convenience. Wouldn’t Charlie play your sick games?

If life was so bad Lee; why not just get your lazy, drug-addict ass out?  You and it hung right in there just dying to see “The 3-Eyed Troll” crumple from the power being turned off.  A friend would be eager to help but your choice was clearly to torture, abuse, denigrate and demand “the fight that is most important” founded in your fraud.

I have no fear; hold no animosity toward you other than for your manipulation and outright lies in deeds and words.  What possible motive would I ever have to see you darken my doorway again in life? 

You are truly lost in delusion and narcissism.

Since when does a guest in our shared home have any business being privy to the household finances? 

How dare you demand that our home become a closet for your trick?  Motels are made for that Lee.

As a civil guest; if The “Beautiful Creature” felt uncomfortable than it was because of his recognition that there are humans out here who speak the truth first. That ungrateful, ignorant, contemptible excuse for a worm from a dead pig’s ass, “this beautiful creature” whom you provided access to information that is both confidential and none of his sick excuse for a primate’s business then or now; only provided what you thought was a tool for murder by suicide.  Your inflammation and continuation of the attacks inclusive of open thievery, physical attacks, defined you then and now; it clearly shows through your babbling today.

How much do you think I owe you Lee?

Look who feeds from you now.

You built this fight that is most important and only you are able to bring closure.

Will you ever be responsible as a human for your actions, your lies, and your intentional poison?

You should be proud of what you accomplish in life Lee.  I’m just insuring credit is shared as any sane human, any loving individual, any used and discarded tool would do.

Mommy and Daddy will be proud to know their baby boy is a star.

One would think that the “beautiful creature” would be right there cheering this on.  His history is a whole new experience in vile, low-life and arrogant contemptible primate who can’t spell.

Run and hide.  Hide very well because global notoriety is what awaits you.

I miss my friend Lee whom I love as brother, as family and who I extended myself to encompass in his time of need. That honest person disappeared with the addiction, the creation of Frankie on 4th Ave N, the Michael parachute and now this kibbutz clown.  You sure do know how to pick them Lee.

I see your gratitude, I see your respect, I see and have experienced the contempt delivered toward me for no valid reason but to torture and abuse with the “beautiful creature” pushing your weak mind and submissive comportment into violent fits of meth rage. The Crystal Meth addiction is clear but your and its issues began from childhood out.

You made the choices; I’m simply addressing the truth of those actions from a point of view that is light years above and beyond your narrow, spiteful and petty grasp and beyond comprehension of the Hebrew henna-haired hooker for beer.  It is a big wide world out there Lee and you’ve “settled” for damaged goods,  unable to be honest or civil; a real primate princess leaving notes in coffee pots and demonstrating why the Macaroni Grill is the height of its achievements in life.  A “Beautiful Creature” indeed.

A human would’ve apologized for being a drunken asshole and running his vile arrogant and ignorant Jewish gob.  That creature will never accept its responsibility and your manipulation of the issues is a matter of record.  Just remember it crowing that it was “the winner” while spewing spittle and demonstrating its primate status.

The evidence is clear and real that this human did his best while sabotage, betrayal and torture are the focus from the primates you demonstrated to all. Bank records, cash, food, drug deals and utilities don’t manufacture records to support my clear statements and you know it now, knew it then and shared this informati0n with the “beautiful creature” selectively to support your basic fraud painting the “pity poor Lee” you are so comfortable within.

Honesty; you know telling the truth for once; is a solution but neither you nor your “Beautiful Creature” Meat-Puppet Princess will rise above the levels of your dicks or drugs to accept your responsibility and apologize for your spiteful, vindictive and intentionally damaging actions created in my life then and now.

Why Lee?

What’s in it for me Lee?

What do I gain?

What motivation would I have Lee?

The notoriety is well deserved based on the experience and that experience has not and will not change.  You are exposed and I am the human who will MAKE IT SO!

You have your way.  Jim has his way.  I am soon to take advantage of both of your damned contemptible acts and publicize them globally defining you and it in printed and digital immortality and all while lining my pocket with stacks of cash.

Be proud of yourself Lee.  You blew your 401 K proceeds on Tina, G and God only knows what else feeding the habit of the “beautiful creature” and stealing from a friend who extended himself for your benefit.  You encouraged the conditions and manipulated that contempt for over a month.  Be happy with the fruits of your labor. 

I am able to make cash from the dance of the feces you clowns presented for the world to see.

Apologies from all would’ve solved all the issues and provided honest exit but you are a creature of habit.

Anything less is attempted murder Lee.  Be proud.  You have what you want.”

An overwhelming sense of relief and bliss al la Tori Beach settled upon Kevin as he took time to re-read as the good editor he is and then hit “send.”


Tori Birthday Beach 9.14.13

Posted in Creative Construction by activecitizen54 on September 14, 2013

Tori Birthday Beach 9.14.13

I am a truly blessed human in this life because, on my 59th birthday, my friend Lee has risen to the truth, to the light and knows now the strength of unconditional love, the honor and admiration of being friend and the torture of threat to either one the other endures.

Neither are without fault and both actively participate in individual lives but the joy, the pure bliss in the security of rock-solid friendship, trust, faith from experience and the freedom to make mistakes. 

With my friend Lee there is a steadying of life, a leveling of the rough spots, an anchor and light to guide my soul as I dwell here in the fringes.  I feel blessed and protective of my friend Lee not for what he does or says but from the luminous being I know dwelling within the body across the room or across the globe.  It is the atmosphere of acceptance, the freedom of individual choice, the respect of and for one for the other and the compassion to forgive. Between friends freedom and occasional harmony are just the tip of the iceberg of the joy of companionship without reservation or complication.  The serenity and bliss is not in the bond or union and that is seen with envy by those cut from lesser cloth but from the unconditional love of family, the ability to love and let go, the honest and priceless quiet moments enraptured with the foundation of awe and admiration because this man is my friend and I his.

An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.

Don’t walk behind me; I may not lead.

Don’t walk in front of me; I may not follow.

Just walk beside me and be my friend.
Albert Camus

It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

The quotes are guideposts in an often confusing and complicated world. 

As I work here overlooking Tori Beach with a tenuous and trying future ahead I pray my friend is able to accept and laugh with me again soon.  I long for the companionship, the humor, the often opposing views of a trusted confidant, an intellectual intimacy and acceptance born of compassion, common interests and acceptance of free will and self-responsible humans.

Should our paths diverge, as they have in the past, I am able to love and let go as demonstrated then; as is foundation now.  Somehow in this Universe of energy and light I know the resonance of soul will again bring us to cross paths and share life, share love and the pure bliss of Tori Beach a clear and real demonstration of the ability to be joyous, happy, loved and remain free within willing respectful bounds of friends.

This Giraffe is without fear, without animosity, without resentment because there is nothing and no one more important than my friend Lee, for me because of the history.  For me, regardless of the direction this life points I am secure, wrapped and surrounded by the love and light of my friend Lee and the memories of Tori Beach.

Thank you friend for being who you are.  I am honored in life to have shared experience, created beauty, joy and bliss restoring my soul, healing my wounds and for sharing strength when I was weak and failed.  Thank you for being My Friend.


Saturday Morning

Posted in Uncategorized by activecitizen54 on October 27, 2012

Saturday Morning:

On the Topic from:

What one can expect is that this lycan, shape-shifter will say and do anything to be elected and is a real poster-child for the poor misunderstood Oligarchs, Christianists and Cultists everywhere.
A man of all colors for the Missionaries of Hate.
OHIO; this is that very same man that wrote Detroit should die.
Look at your daughter’s and son’s lives and understand that they are facing the battles your Depression era parents and grandparents faced with the velvet cover of “technology” and “service & information” society covering the real pain of depressed wages rather than the truth of inflation.
This man has more flips and flops than a whole troop of acrobats and this is the ring leader of the Circ de Hate tou jour.

These are the hard questions:
Do you really want this man in the White House where the brand “terrorist” gets you imprisoned without due process?
Do you really want this man dealing with the Chinese with his leadership role in off-shoring American Jobs?
Do you want a Vulture Capitalist directing the American budget?
Do you want this man to explain to your daughter who was “legitimately” raped why she is sent back into back-alleys for coat-hanger abortions?
Women, do you accept that you are unable to make informed decisions on health care?
Speaking of Health Care, Massachusetts is the pattern for the gift to the Insurance Oligarchy that was enacted as piss-poor attempt at what we wrote into the German Constitution in UNIVERSAL HEALTH CARE.
Where the Hell is the America that I know with liberty, justice and equality for all?
Where are the issues of substance within this Kabuki of elections?

Tour Through Reality

Posted in 1 by activecitizen54 on March 17, 2010

Tour Through Reality

The good Buddhist illusion defined here is a way to deal effectively with the day-to-day suffering the sorrows and joys of this experience.

This is an eye-opener:

Today is one of “those” days when I’m just over the realities of Hate, Fear-mongering and confronting lies from Cults of Jesus Crazies of any flavor.  The overdose of Faux Nuz and then listening to the propaganda spin of a Texas Conservative in re-writing history and text books for the nation.  Cynthia Dunbar is a very polished Cults of Jesus liar.

If you are feeling particularly deprived on this level please check out Americans United website.